No Apologies

The piece illustrates a painful five-year relationship marked by betrayal, emotional turmoil, and self-discovery.

Shards of Uncertainty

Amidst the wreckage of what was once our sanctuary, I’ve been doing things on my own terms. The fragments of our love story lay scattered, like forgotten pieces of a jigsaw puzzle that we never managed to complete. In this moment, I feel like only you know me, or was it just another version of … Continue reading Shards of Uncertainty →

You showed me…

You showed me I wasn't important to you when you were happily and 'secretly' giving your attention to other people. You showed me I didn't matter to you when you gave your time so freely to others but it came at cost to me. You showed me I wasn't important to you when you took … Continue reading You showed me… →

That Kind of Girl

Leaving the comforts of a solaced blanketed bed Enrobed with hope and romance for the day ahead Taking inspiration once more to do as a butterfly does For I once was that beautiful winged creature, all aflutter. Wishing that those darker thoughts wouldn't intrude my head And leave me with a tear - stained face … Continue reading That Kind of Girl →

Apologetic Nectar

And once more as the darkness engulfs herAnd the duvet becomes her comforting solance. A solidarity tear dwells and fallsRunning down the curves of her pillow hidden face.Shortly followed by the rapid succession of more warm anguished torment.Trying not to give in to the sobbingMindful not to wake the nearest inhabitant. Trying to rationalise with … Continue reading Apologetic Nectar →

The Breaking

Its been five hours since you left, And ripped the rug out from underneath, This comfy position that we have enjoyed, For the last 410 hours. A self confessed eccedentesiest, And an eesome enigmatic character, Embarking on a gin fuelled fantasy, Winding down a treacherous path, That leads to a foggy haze. A night of … Continue reading The Breaking →

You

I don’t only want you When you are at your very best I want you at your absolute worst. When you are angry, annoyed or stressed. I want you through all of your tears And fighting with your insecurities When those voices inside your head Make spiteful remarks and you Believe you aren’t good enough. … Continue reading You →

Nothing

Its dark. So dark. I stumble. Just trying to find the light. Looking. Looking. Looking. Looking. Nothing. This room is empty. There is nothing in here. Suddenly a muffled noise. Footsteps. Stomping closer and closer. Screaming and shouting. Repeating the same words. Shouting. Ringing throughout the room. Getting louder and louder. Imprinting themselves into the … Continue reading Nothing →

Fighting

You say that I am not alone. But yet here in the middle of the night, it’s just me, smothered by the darkness. Deafened by the silence. Just me and these thoughts on my tear-soaked pillows. Do you know how hard it is to sleep when you have a gremlin dancing in your mind? Flirting … Continue reading Fighting →